I felt a bit nervous as i stepped onto the scale today at my weight watchers meeting. It has been two weeks and i would have been happy at less than a two pound gain. To my total surprise i actually lost 3.0 pounds. I am now down to a weight of 202.4 and i’m dangerously close to my year is goal. That goal is to go home weighing less than 200 pounds.
(this tuna is 200 lbs–notice how the man struggles with it)
It is possible that this could be the last week when i’ll weigh over 200 pounds. I don’t know why this is so important to me but it is. I really want to be under 200 pounds. I long to see a “1″ as the first number of my weight. I know there is no big difference between 200 and 199 but in my head there is a big difference. 200 pounds is a football player. Less than 200 pounds sounds totally different. I know that i will still be fat at 199 but i won’t feel as fat.
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