My last few posts have been on the negative side, which is un usual for me; I am usually a bubbly person, happy most of the time. Lately though I have been just so down lately and I think I know why.
I am scared of failing.
I am scared of doing it all again, putting in all of this time and effort and then gaining it all back. Losing weight is one thing, but maintaing it is a whole other beast.
Work today was brutal, although one of my coworkers said “you look skinner,” which was good. But that comment didn’t do much for me, I just rolled it off my sholders.
My mind is making me feel like I am going to fail again. I am so dissapointed in myself that I lost weight then gained it all back that it is so hard to see beyond that…
Who knows mabye this is just a lull for me.
We again shall see….
Cheers
Janet
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