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It’s going to be a very short, simple blog today…and that’s okay. Because I’m smart enough, I’m pretty enough, and Gosh darn it, not every day has to be “One Life To Live.”
So this morning I got up, and I went to the gym without eating for my light workout. I did it in 55 minutes!
I did approximately 20 reps per exercise, where I would normally do 8-12. I focused on speed, short intervals and on good enough form that I didn’t hurt myself.
It was a whole different kind of feeling from the heavy days. I was burning slow and hot the whole hour…like when I did the cardio shredding with Jillian. =) Cool.
After the gym, I took Billy to my office and he got a massage, which he really liked, and then I dropped him off at school! Yea!
Oh…here’s one fact about Best Buddy Billy that was really funny, but I wasn’t sure if I should write it in here…but last night he turned me on! Can you believe that?
He was all joking and bending over the kitchen counter (as gay men joke frequently), but when I played back, I reacted!
I stopped IMMEDATELY (he’s like my sister for God sake), but do you know what this means? I have libido again! OMG!
When you’re tremendously fat, your libido, testosterone production and everything else that’s necessary to have a normal, healthy sex life is inhibited!
Grabbing Billy’s bony hips made a electrical signal jump to my brain that sent another chemical someplace else and said “Playtime!”
I’m still in shock….but I’m happy! I guess this means that the Death Star IS fully operational after all! Watch out Alderaan! (Reference #1)
Anyway…I got home after dropping off Billy at school, and I’m a little dizzy and hungry. I gotta recoup, because I’m supposed to go out to “Top of the Park” tonight and do more networking!
I talked to my sister about tomorrow…I’m not going to be able to hang out with her when she meets RuPaul at the book signing…I got a gig in the morning doing chair massage samples! But I miss my sister.
I didn’t end up going to a Food Issue Meeting today…I gotta go, but there were no convenient times…I’ll work on it.
Anyway, I did end up going to “TOTP” tonight and I felt kind of awkward. It wasn’t as easy as last week…I’m not sure why.
I felt kind of pretentious because of my business shirt with my website on it, and I was dressed for the cold with 3 layered shirts…
I wasn’t as pretty as last week, and I had on a giant scarf.
Everyone said I was smart for having the scarf in the cold air, but I looked like some sort of Winter Ken doll, and I wasn’t as approachable…I don’t know…nothing to do but to go back next week and try again.
What would be REALLY nice is if I could get an official massage chair in there….I don’t think the hotel is going to go for it, but there’s nothing to do except to ask.
The good part about tonight was that I spent time with Dreads! He came along, offered all sorts of support and chuckles, and then I got to show him my office afterwards! He also showed me a great shop for the professional massage therapist. =)
Overall, my health has felt better today, and I’m only getting stronger. I DID stay warm enough at the event…I was always wrapped in the scarf, or under a heater…so, good!
But the best news today is that Hubby seems to have come around. =)
Although, now I find myself thinking just like he was…just waiting for him to go back to his old habits. I’m not sure I trust him to be supportive, nice or present anymore….hmm….he turns on and off like a switch.
But long story short: He’s invited me out to dinner tomorrow night, gently touching my face, smiling, leaving nice phone messages and generally acting like he actually likes me….where has he been? I missed him.
Well, that’s all the news for now. I will keep you abreast (hehehehe) of any developing developments should they develop.
Night.
Jayson!
PS. I mean, like full on head resting on his chest, as he strokes my forehead and says “How was your day, honey?” What is going on?
Just when I’m used to him being a bastard….SCARY! Well….wish me luck.
PPS. In case you didn’t glean it from the above, today was a “Get better from being sick, take it easy, and go network tonight” kind of day.
And the cherry on the top was that Hubby is acting like a loving guy…sorry there wasn’t anything more exciting to report, but I could get used to these kind of easy days. =)
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