Saturday, March 6, 2010

Depressed, Hopeless, What now?

I weighed in today and I am officially 135 pounds. Yesterday I pretty much gave up all hope and ate whatever I wanted to, which is bad. I just can’t stay motivated anymore. Today is going to be bad too. I already had too many pancakes, with syrup. I just do not know what to do. Being 20 pounds overweight is not something I thought would ever happen. I do not know if I can reach my goal by the end of this month. I need to lose 20 pounds now in 25 days!! Is that even possible? Weekends are always bad, we know that, but if I start again on Monday I do not know if I can complete my mission. This sucks so much. I just want to be skinny again.

Upset, sad, and lonely is how I am leaving this post today.

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