Thursday, September 24, 2009

An Excerpt from an Email --

Current Mood: Contemplative

This is an edited excerpt from an email I sent to one of my best friends regarding this Master Cleanse — I liked what I wrote, so I thought I would post some of it here…

“You may have a life-changing experience.  You might learn some things about yourself.  You might even become more aware of who you really are.  Self-discovery is a path to freedom.  People have been fasting in various ways throughout time.  People still do it today in many cultures around the globe.  It’s really not a bad thing for your body to go without food.  Plus, it’s not like you’re “not eating”.  You are still consuming life-sustaining minerals and calories and fluid.  It’s really okay.  10 days isn’t that long compared to a lifetime.

I feel euphoric (philosophical, too, LOL)  Honestly.  4 days in and I don’t feel like I’m damaging myself in anyway.  My body feels the best it’s felt since I first started using my CPAP machine.  I feel clear and alert and completely aware.  I have energy — I even feel like I want to exercise.  That’s a new one for me.  I normally dread exercise — and today my body seems to crave it.

I know that you know what’s best for you.  This is what was best for me 4 days ago.  I felt like I needed to do something drastic — something big — something that I hoped would alter my perspective on my life, my body and whatever it is inside my personality that is holding me back from being the best I can be.  I’m a young person who is cool and vivacious and has so much to offer — and I’m heavy.  And it frustrates me that I can’t get a grip on my weight.  This Master Cleanser was the best choice for me at this time in my life — I am searching for the answers — and this fast is helping me get closer to the knowledge.

So far, it has been life-changing for me — in just 4 days.  I know that sounds smug and self-righteous.  I don’t mean to be all high-and-mighty about it.  I just think there are many things to learn about ourselves — and sometimes it takes drastic measures to find those truths.  In 4 days, I’ve learned that it definitely takes drastic measures for know for me.  I don’t like everything that I’m learning about myself…but it’s the truth and the truth will set you free.

That is my goal…to be free of whatever IT is.

I’m getting closer.”

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